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Im not dead if thats what you all have been asking XD
To be honest... I felt kinda "dead" for past few months since my last update. Its hard to explain... ok maybe not THAT hard.
I was pretending to be someone else, tired to fine happiness following his steps and advices, but recently... after few .. well I think I could call them major... Events, I .. woke up. I know it can sound strange, cuz how a man can feel dead yet be alive and.. do things during the day ^^.
Ohh you get the Point... I was "dead inside as I wasn't myself. I couldn't find some link between what my friend was teaching me and what I really wanted... turns out... there was never any link... I was forcing myself to be him... now I can see that
and I feel like an idiot...
Allowing myself to be like someone else, to be manipulated by him.. and I accepted it...
But no more.... I am sick of being someone else... I am sick of pretending to BE someone I WILL NEVER BE!
BECAUSE I AM MYSELF.
I am ME!
Wanna see me? Cuz I used to be ashamed of myself before... I used to fear my own body and life! [link]
Here. This is me. I AM Peter, one of a kind human... that Dream about greatness, and achieve it by actually DOING SOMETHING.. NOT JUST SITTING AND WAITING FOR A MIRACLE!
Cuz if you want a Miracle.. you better move YOUR ASS as miracles does not happen without a little effort! YOU are the miracle maker... SO GO OUT THERE AND MAKE YOUR LIFE A MIRACLE!
BELIEVE IN YOURSELF!
BELIEVE IN YOUR DREAMS!
And do not be afraid of the choices that YOU MAKE! If you have a CLEAR GOAL and BELIEVE that it is happening, with every step that you are making. You can be what ever you dream of.
And please for the love of God, do not stand in one place, always forward, always moving, and be YOURSELF!
Also, thank you all for Birthday wishes
Its great to know that you are here with me all this time. Thank you....
I am returning, just let me make something for all of you... a welcome back gift from me, and one to apologies for all this time of you waiting for something new.